nutmeg, tangerines and tea
south-windowed slanting sun –
morning





thoughts appear like stones
skipped across the stream
by an unseen hand




winter

12/29/2012 · 0 comments

in moments


winter –
cold feet,
hot tea





The moon at which the finger points is the new moon; it cannot be seen.





Beauty is all around us,
everywhere lurking.
At any given time
we may find ourselves
Overwhelmed.

for Jorge Luis Borges





You don’t get anyone else’s life; you get your life with your specific fate unfolding moment by moment, thought by thought, experience by experience, body sensation by body sensation. There is nothing to do about this. There is nothing you can do about this. There is no one with the agency or power to do anything about this. If you are lucky, acceptance (really, accepting) occurs. In this context luck is a synonym for what in the West is sometimes called Grace. This is not necessarily an unhappy formulation. Neither is it necessarily a happy one. It may be a useful one.





While our lives are said to begin at birth or at conception or at some other declared point, we, as humans, always show up, begin, in the middle, speaking and living in worlds already created – worlds that create us.




sundown

04/01/2012 · 0 comments

in moments


sundown –
one goose sounding
in a cloudless sky





cold, rain, wet feathers
still the scrub jay
appears for peanuts





It’s warm this spring.
Not yet mid-February and already
early blooming trees are bloomed.

Things occurring on their own.
Are our lives any different?




ah…my youth

January 29, 2012

ah…my youth, how unapproachably near

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caw free living

November 13, 2011

caw free living – crows now caucus half a mile away

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unmixed blessing

July 12, 2011

There is only one unmixed blessing, and it cannot be named.

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wary jay

May 29, 2011

distrusting, even so, scrub jay snatches peanut from outstretched hand

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sometimes I forget death

May 22, 2011

sometimes I forget death, but death will not forget me

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something scampering

May 8, 2011

something scampering this way comes a squirrel raiding the birdseed

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a Luddite moment in the garden

May 5, 2011

how much more delightful – the twitter of birds to the twitter of Twitter

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no I without you

May 4, 2011

Human being is at bottom a social phenomenon, not an individual one. Only because we are, can I say, I am.

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65°

March 30, 2011

65° – Zelkova Serrata leafs into spring

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de-valuing the self

December 29, 2010

Recognizing that the self arises in language as a way to distinguish one from another, concerns about one’s self may fade and even disappear.

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autumn

October 20, 2010

autumn’s barest breeze behind me a sound . . . falling leaves

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Saturday morning, sinking

September 12, 2010

Saturday morning, sinking into a mild bliss – the chores will wait

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accepting the world

August 29, 2010

the more we accept the world as it is, the more readily forgiveness and gratitude appear

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in the grand drift…

August 8, 2010

in the grand drift of evolution human beings: Special only to ourselves. lineages come, lineages go. still, leaving the room, I turn off the lights

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in the amusement park…

July 13, 2010

in the amusement park of life we don’t take the rides, the rides take us

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reflections on a cup

May 30, 2010

that all things are empty doesn’t mean that any thing is other than it is a thing is what it is by virtue of how we interact with it thirsty, I fill the cup.

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street life

May 29, 2010

city sidewalk munching on french fries – grizzled crow

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twilight

May 7, 2010

twilight – birds, even the crows, begin their lullaby

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gold and glory

May 6, 2010

while everything is evanescent, gold and glory pass more, much more, quickly than wisdom

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spring void

May 5, 2010

valley wind stirs long ago memories – sunny day blues heartache floats… in Nothingness

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our notion of God…

May 2, 2010

our notion of God is a tool that shapes us as does any tool (with thanks to Marshall McLuhan and Lewis Lapham)

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cool spring…

April 29, 2010

cool spring afternoon, light breeze, rippling leaves: long sleeve t-shirt

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window

April 23, 2010

today — the window in the chest is open, songs fly in and out

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dove garden

April 22, 2010

everyday the doves come by to visit, lured by scattered seed, a small gift for the guests

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vital signs

April 18, 2010

Happy emotions come and go, so do unhappy ones. These are, in themselves, not signs of suffering, potential or actual. They are signs of living.

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now playing

April 17, 2010

now playing, birdsong at dusk music on the livingnet

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faith 2

April 15, 2010

faith is the skill of living without a net

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riddle 2

April 8, 2010

Q: What is both easiest and most difficult? A: Click here.

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when the body is still…

April 7, 2010

when the body is still, the heart can blossom, the mind enjoy itself azure-skyed April afternoon, even the bees are idle

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giving up success…

April 4, 2010

giving up success and failure, there is nothing to regret

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retired? no

March 22, 2010

retired? no I’d rathered be leisured which poet will I read will I be today?

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inspiration is everywhere…

March 13, 2010

inspiration is everywhere, some days I’m just too lazy to look

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each person enters Mystery…

March 12, 2010

each person enters Mystery in their own way; this is difficult to understand, let alone explain

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answering an old koan

March 11, 2010

Q: What is your original face before your parents were born? A: No face now, no face then.

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your path…

March 7, 2010

your path is always behind you

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weeds in the garden…

February 28, 2010

weeds in the garden flourish unconcerned their days are numbered

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This Afternoon

February 17, 2010

Sitting in the garden, drinking Chinese tea, smoking a favorite cigar, speaking aloud lines from worry free poets, finding myself the same. February sun recedes into shade – simple pleasures, simple life, simpler man.

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how much is too much?

February 15, 2010

too much money denies the pleasure of a simple life

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with life not turning out

February 14, 2010

with life not turning out as wanted, expected, hoped – why this gratitude?

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laughing in the garden

February 13, 2010

laughing in the garden, blue jay pecking at his feet – old wooden Budai

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Written on the Wall at West Forest Temple

February 12, 2010

From the side, an entire range; from the end a single peak; far, near, high, low, no two parts alike. The true face of the mountain I cannot comprehend – gazing upon it, I myself am in the mountain. [Su Tung-p'o (1084) adapted from translations by Burton Watson and Beata Grant]

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possible death poem 2

February 12, 2010

what good fortune: stopping, the smell of roses

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riddle 1

February 10, 2010

Q: What is most wondrous? A: Each day death takes lives beyond counting, yet none who live think – this day death can come to me. (Adapted from William Buck’s translation of the Mahabharata)

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the other side of the coin

January 26, 2010

true enough: we cannot be happy in the future, we can only be happy now, in the present the same is true for unhappy go figure

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pain and suffering

January 18, 2010

not distinguishing pain from suffering is itself suffering

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the experience of free will

November 10, 2009

the experience of free will is neither proof of nor an explanation for it

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to be utterly without hope…

November 9, 2009

to be utterly without hope is also to be utterly without despair

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languaging and time

November 5, 2009

past and future exist only in the conversations we have about them

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shoulds

November 4, 2009

each moment is as it is; to say that it “should” be some other way only burdens the one who says, “should”

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the peace that… 2

October 26, 2009

Earlier I wrote — “the peace that passeth understanding can’t be understood.” What’s worse, it can’t be experienced. Then what, we may ask, is it good for? And, of course, the answer is — it’s good for Nothing.

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October 15th

October 12, 2009

the one free extension is almost done, taxes are due in three more days, I have no IRS approved excuse for delaying any longer; I could do them now, but there’s still three days instead I write thes lines; absent a true emergency they’ll be filed on time, they always are I used to worry [...]

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on gratitude 3

October 11, 2009

gratitude arises as the preference for what is

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what turns you on…

September 22, 2009

what turns you on is what turns you on . . . and sometimes it surprises you

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one speaks not…

September 21, 2009

in America one speaks not of the attendant sorrows of aging lest one be thought old

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toward an examined life

September 18, 2009

a critical distinction in living an examined life: your experience and your explanation of your experience

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milestone birthday

September 18, 2009

what once was unimaginable has this day come to pass – sixty-five

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discovering your path

September 11, 2009

you discover your own path at the end, if there is one

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a reflection on time

September 7, 2009

when does the past become the present and the present, the future?

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the illusion of certainty…

September 5, 2009

the illusion of certainty is just that, an illusion

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low over the valley…

August 29, 2009

low over the valley, honking geese, blossoms of fall

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Through My Doors a River Runs

August 28, 2009

Granted a shattering glimpse of crystalline quiet early, I came to understand it late. Finding no one to explain the Unexplainable, I kept a different kind of quiet; drifted along some usual ways – school, jobs, career, a run in public life. Now and then, in a seeming desert wander, would peace descend – alleviating [...]

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hopping up roof…

August 26, 2009

hopping from the arbor up the roof grape thief jay flies prize away

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so simple and so hard

August 24, 2009

so simple, yet so seeming hard to accept: there is nothing that is not It

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mortality appears

August 23, 2009

mortality appears when the obituaries could be yours

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a vain hope

August 22, 2009

suffering includes the vain hope that right now things can be other than they are

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minority opinion 2

August 21, 2009

having the “truth” won’t set you free, but it will blind the hell out of you

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living time

August 20, 2009

living always occurs, only occurs, in the present

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the denial of aging

August 19, 2009

the denial of aging is the denial of death

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neither the flypaper…

August 18, 2009

neither the flypaper nor my hand keeps the fly from its appointed buzz

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I was just going to the store

August 17, 2009

never too old – college town shop girl smites heart with smile

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good friends…

August 5, 2009

good friends are love in the Way made flesh

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minority opinion

August 4, 2009

suffering comes from our attachment to preferences (or desires), not their occurrence (with thanks to Seng-ts’an and Richard Clarke)

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memento mori

August 3, 2009

like autumn leaves I am dying, much more slowly, no less certainly

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a zen reflection on time

August 2, 2009

only now! then is now! only now!

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a note on desire

August 1, 2009

we act on our desire, not our reason; without desire, nothing happens with thanks to Humberto Maturana

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the cove at Chapman Point

July 31, 2009

different and the same, different and the same – the beauty of her face, the beauty of this cove. different and the same, different and the same, her face, this cove, beauty is the same. seagulls float on waves in the cove, I float on the ledge above.

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empty boat

July 30, 2009

if your boat is empty, nothing in the world can oppose you on the river of living with thanks to Thomas Merton and Chuang Tzu

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the self is good for…

July 29, 2009

the self is good for distinguishing oneself from others, other than that…

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the “law of karma” 2

July 28, 2009

the “law of karma” is a story told to tranquilize people who suffer with the unfairness of life

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the “law of karma” 1

July 27, 2009

the “law of karma” is a story told to encourage people who behave badly to behave better

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“How are you today?” she asked.

July 26, 2009

above the weather until thinking of you – clouds at eye level for CN

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being present…

July 25, 2009

being present, being here now, is not a choice or an act of will, but an outcome in living best characterized as a gift

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possibly Unsayable

July 24, 2009

spring 1967 – one night in the kitchen two friends stand talking when . . . words stopping the world. emptiness . . . light . . . laughter . . . words . . . the world beginning again, one night in the kitchen. for GG

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accepting pain

July 23, 2009

we can accept our pain without liking it even though the pain remains until it, as all things, passes

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wind-flashed hints of red

July 22, 2009

wind-flashed hints of red from Chinese pistache – first notes of fall

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sprinting amidst…

July 21, 2009

sprinting amidst the concerns of everyday life we miss both the finite and the infinite now

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late evening solitude

July 20, 2009

late evening solitude – lightly, quietly, thoughts resting on you for BB

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if we have faith…

July 19, 2009

if we have faith, we can be at peace with all things

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102 in the evening

July 18, 2009

102 in the evening shade – birdsong welcomes night slowly, softly

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for good or ill…

July 17, 2009

for good or ill human beings can believe just about anything . . . I know, I have

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the names of the Unnameable

July 16, 2009

whether to speak of the One, emptiness, God, or even in the philosophy of Zen, the nothingness beyond God, is not to describe reality, transcendental or otherwise, but to make a poetic choice

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moment after moment

July 15, 2009

there’s nothing to do but what we’re doing until the next moment when we’ll be doing that, whatever that may be

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the luck of the drift

July 14, 2009

looking forward into the stream of living, I see hopes, dreams, plans, expectations; looking back, it’s all the luck of the drift

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talking a way 2

July 13, 2009

a way doesn’t show up in the walking, it shows up in the telling

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talking a way 1

July 12, 2009

a way is only a way afterwards and then only in the telling – never in the living

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the pointers…

July 11, 2009

the pointers of a master never reach the Way

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garden yin…

July 10, 2009

garden yin, garden yang doves and jays pecking at scattered seed

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giving up giving up anger…

July 9, 2009

giving up giving up anger (and sorrow and…) seems to be doing a job giving up anger was supposed to do

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on arrogance

July 8, 2009

arrogance limits the already partial view we have of the world leading to cataracts on our capacity for insight and wisdom

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in any practice

July 7, 2009

in any practice, in any art, the invaluable gift is the critique of the master

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morning white highway noise

July 6, 2009

morning white highway noise, once made an anxious beginning, now lulls me awake

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hopeless, romantic

July 5, 2009

hopeless – a romantic till the end – a look, a smile, a lilting voice and dreams arise I tell myself, “you’re too old, too bald, too fat…” no matter, dreams arise

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dilapidated birdbath

July 4, 2009

dilapidated birdbath a flash, a splash – a bird with apologies to Bashō and his old pond

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spiritual frustration…

July 3, 2009

spiritual frustration increases with the strength of the desire to know the unknowable

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possibility of ease 2

July 2, 2009

at some moment, perhaps, we stop protesting the wayness of things

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All idleness…

July 1, 2009

All idleness in the back patio, away from the world for a while, poetry, a cigar, a pot of tea. One moment empties into the next… the Protestant Ethic has fled this life.

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the peace that…

June 21, 2009

the peace that passeth understanding can’t be understood

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a recovery of sorts

June 20, 2009

the sooner that lust for position passes, the longer for delight in loving the world

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right and wrong…

June 19, 2009

right and wrong are not part of the Way; they arise with the conversations that make us human

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tiny grasshopper

June 18, 2009

tiny grasshopper, green as the leaf it eats, lives to eat another leaf, and not because of its color

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gardening in interesting times…

June 17, 2009

gardening in interesting times: cultivating heart-mind trust in the world

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cawing out

June 16, 2009

everyday pine-top crow takes the high ground caws out to the world

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at ease with emotions

June 15, 2009

as emotions lose transcendent import, we can relax: sadness is just sadness, joy just joy, no avoiding one, no clinging to the other, they come and go as they will — as do all the rest

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heartfelt

June 14, 2009

without One, how does one bear being without some one in one’s life?

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the shortness of life

June 13, 2009

it’s not only that life is short, but that it’s ever shorter

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No Longer Concerned with Place in the World

June 12, 2009

No longer concerned with place in the world, time relaxes, days fill with quiet mystery. Everyday life unburdened, cooking, once a chore, loses its tedium. I cook and eat at home. In the garden a sapling soaks after planting. I sit in the radiance of things as they are.

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even the darkest clouds…

June 11, 2009

even the darkest clouds do not refute the sky

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no fruit of hard work

June 10, 2009

no fruit of hard work, but a gift from elsewhere: absence deepening in presence (with thanks to Mei Yao-Ch’en)

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most everyone wants to be happy…

June 9, 2009

most everyone wants to be happy all of the time . . . and no one ever will

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regrets

June 8, 2009

without guilt, regrets are nothing to regret; they’re just regrets

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stillness…

June 7, 2009

stillness reveals the utter spontaneity of living

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a confusion of crows

June 6, 2009

sundown – a confusion of crows, the cawcawphony begins

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little to show…

June 5, 2009

little to show for this life: few things the world desires the early summer sun cool, light breeze empties passing thoughts

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life is never fair…

June 4, 2009

life is never fair, sometimes people are

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long dead Chinese poets

June 3, 2009

long dead Chinese poets point to Way with their words – presence summoning absence

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creativity

June 2, 2009

the way of creativity is the way of appropriation

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no refrigerator OM

June 1, 2009

summer – no refrigerator OM outdoors, the air conditioners HUM

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1000 cuts

May 31, 2009

“THIS IS IT!”? Whack! “THIS IS IT!”? Whack! “THIS IS IT!”? Whack! ———————————— zen: life by 1000 cuts

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annoyed…

May 30, 2009

annoyed with a limitation of age, I curse . . . watch as anger drains away

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a different fate?

May 29, 2009

I no longer ask God to give me a different fate; after all, for whom does S/he grant such appeals? (with thanks to Czeslaw Milosz)

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at this moment

May 28, 2009

at this moment, that I don’t like the way it is doesn’t mean that it shouldn’t be this way, at this moment

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not so much a dream

May 28, 2009

the world is not so much a dream, as some say, as we are asleep inside the world dreaming we are awake

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parents

May 27, 2009

our parents raised us the only way they could; pointless to blame them — for anything at all

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pushing the river…

May 26, 2009

pushing the river does not effect the outcome of the voyage; it’s just tiring

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perennial wisdom?

May 24, 2009

perennial wisdom is perennial not only because it endures, but because its fundamental insight-emotion can and does occur naturally, spontaneously

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ease in living…

May 23, 2009

ease in living accompanies acceptance of life’s finitude

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orchards so…

May 21, 2009

orchards so late spring lush I wonder – was winter just a dream?

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dwelling in ease…

May 20, 2009

dwelling in ease neither entails nor precludes an easy life

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leading a horse

May 19, 2009

you can no more lead a horse to water than you can make him drink

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only a while…

May 18, 2009

only a while do our lives last, the ant on the counter . . . and me

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make mistakes…

May 17, 2009

make mistakes long enough and, who knows, wisdom may arise

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illuminating

May 16, 2009

late at night poems of tea-steeped masters light the room

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primal sounds

May 15, 2009

if, as is said in the Upanishads, Om was the first sound, Ha Ha must surely have been the second

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playful…

May 14, 2009

playful and Wayful are neighbors

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navigation aid

May 13, 2009

trust is a critical skill for navigating the world

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possibility of ease

May 12, 2009

at some point life may disappoint us into the realization that it turns out only as it does, not as we wish – afterwards, ease may appear

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a different look at suffering

May 11, 2009

suffering can be seen as the embodiment of certain inopportune descriptions and explanations about life, particularly one’s own life

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beauty occurs…

May 10, 2009

beauty occurs in the body, not the mind

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long time coming

May 9, 2009

long time coming: the pleasure of company and the pleasure of solitude become one

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dream life

May 8, 2009

yesterday, a dream we dream today, the future, too, a dream – as for the present . . .

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not taxes

May 7, 2009

there is nothing certain in this life but the leaving of it

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from listening to Silence

May 6, 2009

you can’t cross from listening to Silence — there’s no you in Silence

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happy return

May 4, 2009

again this year wildflowers in the garden – volunteers for beauty

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day on

May 3, 2009

day on: idle spring Sunday enjoying the mystery of solitude

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speaking of Nothing

May 2, 2009

most talk of Nothing clutters, does not clear, the mind

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note to self

May 1, 2009

the 10,000 things, utterly themselves and utterly sufficient, include the self

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sleek jay

April 30, 2009

sleek jay eyes scattered seed . . . eyes me eyeing him . . . sprints to fence, to tree . . .

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late afternoon

April 29, 2009

late afternoon – early cricket sings solo before the choir arrives

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Growing Older, My Idleness Perfects Itself

April 28, 2009

Growing older, my idleness perfects itself. Morning I drink tea, afternoon gaze into empty clouds drifting so slowly by they seem to last forever. Reading poems, notebook at hand, I capture one thought, then another as they disappear into a silence without name. Tranquil in this valley town, I savor passing time. (with thanks to [...]

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ease 3

April 28, 2009

an unlooked for gift: delight in the Way

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thinking for myself

April 26, 2009

years spent learning to think for myself only to discover it’s not the self that thinks

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sheep

April 25, 2009

morning rain – sheep graze oblivious to all but grass

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writing life

April 24, 2009

where do these lines I write come from? these lines that are writing me

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hovering near flowers

April 23, 2009

hovering near flowers not yet open – impatient bee

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if you meet…

April 22, 2009

if you meet the Buddha on the road, invite him over for tea

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existential emptiness

April 20, 2009

existential emptiness: to be open for and to what appears

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no caws

April 19, 2009

pine-top crow gazes into empty distance, flies off

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morning arrives with blues

April 18, 2009

morning arrives with blues, the afternoon brings bliss, questions of why, no longer asked – who knows which of 10,000 things comes next?

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piano jazz

April 17, 2009

piano jazz – lazy swing groove accompanies the quiet between the notes for Marian McPartland

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Maui 3

April 16, 2009

Maui, near Haiku – clouds break against the mountain, birds chant in falling rain

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on the silent edge

April 14, 2009

listening at the edge of silence brings wonder

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old age

April 13, 2009

old age is a time when earlier griefs and sorrows may turn out to have been good practice

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spring rain

April 8, 2009

spring rain – sky, all gray light emptiness, earth, flush emerald life

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stroll in the park

April 7, 2009

stroll in the park – chirping at the squirrel chirping at me

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energy conservation

April 6, 2009

relaxing into change conserves the energy that resisting depletes

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one blossom

April 5, 2009

one blossom – only hint of tree full bloom, now, this profusion of leaves

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all things arise…

April 4, 2009

all things arise spontaneously; resisting this only perpetuates suffering

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right way / wrong way

April 3, 2009

preoccupation with right way and wrong way obscures Way

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apparent contradiction

April 2, 2009

apparent contradiction . . . using words to end words

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ouch

March 29, 2009

waking up stomach pains cancel the day’s plans, now! just be sick

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the time of my life

March 27, 2009

moments last longer, years go flying by

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no answer 2

March 26, 2009

what can be said about the Unsayable?

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revelation

March 23, 2009

scattered wind-rinsed blossoms, azure-green leaves unfolding spring

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seeking certainty…

March 21, 2009

seeking certainty in the words of the dead is as futile as seeking it in the words of the living

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on slippery slopes

March 17, 2009

every step could be the first step along a slippery slope . . . do we stop walking?

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words 2

March 16, 2009

while the Way is beyond words, words are not in the way

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transitory 2

March 15, 2009

emotions come, then go, nothing to do, clouds always leave the sky

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paradox and mystery

March 12, 2009

there is only the One, which, as it happens, is empty

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7 a.m.

March 11, 2009

not driving freeway, cooking today’s curry – ordinary bliss

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on living in possibilities

March 10, 2009

wisdom includes dwelling in possible possibilities, not impossible ones

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on idleness

March 9, 2009

true idleness is nothing doing

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American valley

March 8, 2009

spring – orchard all purple blossom majesty prelude to summer raining down fruit

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Tao Te Ching, Chapter 37

March 7, 2009

Tao does nothing, but nothing is left undone. If leaders could grasp this, all things would transform themselves. Transformed, old desires would release their hold through a simplicity without name. Uninvolved with new desires…peace. And the world settles of itself. (Adapted from several translations)

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writing your life

March 6, 2009

the notion that you are the author of your life, however popular and seemingly useful, is a basic ingredient in the recipe for suffering

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Tao Te Ching, Chapter 29

March 5, 2009

Do you think that you can take the world in hand and improve it? I do not believe it can be done. The world is Tao’s own vessel. You cannot control it. If you try to change it, you will ruin it. If you try to cling to it, you will lose it. So sometimes [...]

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the outcome is in…

March 4, 2009

outcomes are always in doubt

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hmmm…

March 3, 2009

what if arising anger were no less “it” than meditative bliss?

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on a clear day you can see…

March 2, 2009

on a clear day you can see thoughts occurring of themselves and the I, one amongst them

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coming and going

March 1, 2009

fortunate to recognize when your time has come, more fortunate to recognize when it has gone

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it’s a pleasure

February 28, 2009

pleasure of age – driving through orchards excited by blossoms

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interdependence

February 27, 2009

no thing is any thing in itself, including this thing we call the self

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pointing at Nothing

February 26, 2009

the Unsayable speaks for itself

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life is like a roller coaster

February 25, 2009

life is like a roller coaster: it’s not obvious that you can relax and enjoy the ride

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solutions

February 24, 2009

there are no real solutions to the problems of living, only dissolutions

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more on enough

February 23, 2009

without dwelling in the question of how much is enough, we are unlikely to experience having it

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love, trust, forgiveness

February 22, 2009

trust and forgiveness are the front and the back of the hand of love

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the art of living

February 21, 2009

one version of the art of living: learning to be how and what you are

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Yolo February

February 20, 2009

blossoms sway lightly after rain a petal then another falls

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two questions

February 19, 2009

two questions for hard (or any) times –         what matters?         how much is enough?

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a-drift

February 18, 2009

when you no longer push the river, the river no longer pushes you

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amazing grace

February 17, 2009

amazing grace, how sweet the sound. . .         the story I tell myself I am         resolving                 . . . into song

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illusion

February 16, 2009

the illusion of control is the most fundamental (and cruelest) illusion of all

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transparent

February 15, 2009

transparent: air to the bird, water to the fish, language to ourselves

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once upon a valentine

February 14, 2009

all dreams of flowers (i love you more) are nothing so much (than words can hold) as reflections of your face (or heart can say) caught in a smile (for CN with thanks and apologies to ee cummings)

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Point Reyes winter day

February 13, 2009

bare branches soak in silence broken once only by the cry of a crow

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never just words

February 12, 2009

the world emerging as we speak . . . could even the gods ask for more?

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futility

February 9, 2009

a life organized around accumulating power is a life spent trying to control the outcomes in life

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ease 2

February 7, 2009

a special grace: to be granted contentment with one’s lot

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ease 1

February 6, 2009

life’s ultimate pleasure: to be free from care (Adapted from Baisao)

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beauty

February 5, 2009

beauty is a gift God gives at the beginning as S/he disappears into the world

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oops

February 4, 2009

unplanned obsolescence — aging in youth crazed America

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faith or despair

February 3, 2009

if you see that control in life is an illusion, the (apparent) choice is faith or despair

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ultimate origins

February 2, 2009

any question concerning ultimate origins is unanswerable

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no way 2

February 1, 2009

there is no way to the Way

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possible death poem 1

January 31, 2009

it’s true! I don’t wish I’d spent more time at the office

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finger pointing at the moon 2

January 29, 2009

content with the finger pointing, I no longer demand to see the moon

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the world turns

January 27, 2009

soon, being American will no longer come with the birthright to have too much

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because we are human beings…

January 26, 2009

because we are human beings, we live in language; because we live in language, we live in time; because we live in time, we have a future; because we have a future, we have concerns . . . (Adapted from a talk by Fernando Flores circa 1985)

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a note on spirituality

January 22, 2009

spirituality has to do with our mood around the ultimate questions that arise because we humans live in language and, thus, in time

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at some moment, perhaps…

January 13, 2009

the veil is pierced revealing: there is no, and never was, a veil to be pierced

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high cost

December 19, 2008

the cost of inauthentic living is likely despair before death

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on revenge 3

December 18, 2008

revenge is a dish best served not at all

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American illusion

December 17, 2008

the great American illusion is that the pursuit of happiness will result in it

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first things first

December 16, 2008

until you know what you are, how can you know who you are?

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older in America

November 26, 2008

how remarkable, we celebrate only youth even as our own disappears

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late fall

November 18, 2008

leaf after leaf floats, like moments of our living, until the last one touches ground

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slow fall

November 16, 2008

leaves linger slowly baring branches this year a late fall

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a play on a play on Socrates 2

November 6, 2008

thou hast no self to k(no)w

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in the valley, in the valley

October 29, 2008

the fields are dirt again, the harvest come and gone again, the earth is still, awaiting spring again

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no answer 1

October 19, 2008

life resolves in mystery, not explanation

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honking on high

October 18, 2008

flying wing of geese honks its way south, in their wake: winter

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final outcome

October 16, 2008

none of us is spared the exactness of a fate

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slow learner

October 15, 2008

even after his heart attacked him, he still thought he was immortal

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on having the truth

October 13, 2008

the truth is for most part an illusion with which people tranquilize themselves thinking that they have it or will, at worst, someday

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looking for Truth

September 26, 2008

a quest for the Truth most likely ensnares, at worst enslaves

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late September

September 21, 2008

sun moving ever faster, last summer blossoms float into fall

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64

September 18, 2008

she, not being here, neither needs me nor feeds me now that I’m 64

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transitory 1

September 5, 2008

everything is impermanent, even this wish that it weren’t

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bs

September 2, 2008

bullshit is fatiguing

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half-life

September 1, 2008

a life unshared is a life half-lived

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evening

August 31, 2008

sun sets, day cares fade, night peace descends

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social security?

August 30, 2008

fixed income rising prices the blues

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no way 1

August 19, 2008

the Tao, immortal Way, is no way

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black and white

August 18, 2008

black and white – crows, egrets in rice fields, feeding

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one-legged jay 2

August 15, 2008

one-legged jay, hops, pecks, screeching flies off

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cawcawphony

August 14, 2008

east flying crows caw & caw, announce the coming night

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trumps

August 13, 2008

emotions trump the intellect; the poetic, the reasonable

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mostly chatter

August 12, 2008

all talk of the Way breaks the silence, some with good cause

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one-legged jay 1

August 11, 2008

scruffy one-legged jay hops about scattered seed

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waying

August 10, 2008

a way that becomes the way leads nowhere

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saying the Unsayable

August 9, 2008

the Unsayable when spoken is silence

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obstruction

August 8, 2008

the notion of enlightenment obstructs transparent living (unless it doesn’t)

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speaking of the One

August 7, 2008

since one can only be (is) and not observe the One, nothing can be said about it, not even this

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the Truth of Advaita…

August 6, 2008

the Truth of Advaita is that there is no truth of Advaita

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not two chatter

August 5, 2008

post-modern Advaita: too much talk about Nothing

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having the truth…

July 15, 2008

having the truth blinds us to what is

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self-reflection

July 14, 2008

the self arising at this moment can never see itself

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on revenge 2

July 6, 2008

forgiveness is the best revenge

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a play on a play on Socrates 1

July 4, 2008

you can neither know thyself nor no thyself

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homo sapiens?

July 3, 2008

could we be the species that entertains itself into extinction?

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words 1

July 2, 2008

sometimes at night I (not speaking, but spoken, not singing, but sung) wonder at words bringing the world into being

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koyaanisqatsi

July 1, 2008

where in a world out of balance do we find center but in this moment?

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the big impermanence

June 30, 2008

at any moment gone (perhaps) splat like a fly

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reflection(s)

June 29, 2008

in many mirrors, in many windows, my reflection . . . growing older

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traffic school

June 28, 2008

affable cop on day off shares tricks of trade with violators

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ups and downs

June 22, 2008

even the Dalai Lama gets the blues; he just doesn’t have them for long

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what is…

June 21, 2008

“what is” is neither perfect nor imperfect, it simply is

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dusk…

June 20, 2008

dusk in the valley, crows gather, flock, 10,000 caws

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interpretation

June 19, 2008

not two — the interpreter and the interpreted

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avocation

June 17, 2008

there is no market for aphorisms

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impossible possibility

June 15, 2008

impossible possibility: people seeking a life other than their own

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peace 2

June 9, 2008

peace passing understanding is nothing of this world . . . and . . . is this world

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peace 1

June 8, 2008

peace in living doesn’t look like anything other than what is

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finger pointing at the moon 1

June 7, 2008

whether or not I ever see the moon . . . the finger pointing is enough

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just a guy

June 2, 2008

I’m just a guy, my head turns as she walks by, I’m just a guy

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lure of power

June 1, 2008

when it comes to sex and money, most human beings can do most things

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love…in love

May 31, 2008

you don’t need to be in love for love to be in you

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for the languaging primate…

May 30, 2008

all is discourse, some is song

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thought or not

May 29, 2008

if I am not this thought or that thought, am I no thought?

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smiling first

May 27, 2008

smiling first befriends the other . . . and oneself

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